Dost…
October 6, 2017
mera pahla pyar…
October 7, 2017

Hello frends.. my name is aishwarya, and i am from delhi. Me apse apni life ki ek real story share krne ja rhi hu jo bohot hi kam log jante hai.. haa me janti hu story todhi ajib hai lekin ye sach hai. Ye story aj se karib 3 years phle shuru hoti hai jab me delhi se apni bua ke ghar ja rhi thi.. me pahli bar akele ja rhi thi isliye bhai station tak mujhe drop krne aya. Bhai ne mujhe train me bethaya or fir wahi se office ke liye nikal gya. Me apni seat pe bethe bethe gane sun rhi thi ki tabhi mere samne wali seat par ek ladka aya, wo dekhne me thik thak tha lekin uski ankhe bohot khubsurt thi dark brown colour ki ankhe uske chehre ki or bar bar mera dhyan khich rahi thi… or shayad usne bhi ye bat wo bhi mujhe bar bar chupke chupke se dekh rha tha… mujha acha lgta jab wo mujhe dekhte or fir mere dekhne per darr ke najre hata leta..
Humare beech kafi der tak ye chaltaa rha.. fir karib 2 ghante bad usne mujhse puch hi liya apka naam kya hai.. me phle ghabra si gyi… not exactly ghabra.
Fir mene apni awaj sambhalte huye kaha aishwarya …
Or apka naam… to usne meri taraf hath badate huye kaha vivek lekin ap Vicky kah ke bula sakti ho..
Usne bataya wo wo bhi delhi me hi rahta hai or abhi exam dene banglore ja rha hai..
Bate krte karte wo meri seat pe aa gya or kuch hi der me ese bate kr rhe the jese salo se ek dusre ko jante ho…
Me khush thi ki kam se kam kuch dur tak to me uske sath thi…kuch hi ghanto bad mera station ane wala tha, mene use bataya to wo kahne lga fir kab milogi..
( milna me bhi chahti thi lekin sirf pareshan krne k liye)
Mene kaha ku …? Kyu mila hai?
Wo thodi der chup ho gya or fir ek dum se meri ankho me dekhte huye bola…
I like you… nhi shayad i love you.
( mene jara bhi expect nhi kiya tha ki vicky ka answer ye hoga)
Mujhe smajh nhi aya me kya kahu use ku ki acha to wo mujhe bhi lag rha tha but abhi to mile the hum or abhi pyar ye kese ho skta hai…
Mere jawab nhi dene pe shayad wo ghabra gya or sorry sorry bolne lgaa..
Mene uske hath pe hath rkhte huye bola its ok yr sorry ku tumne direct bol diya mujhe acha lga .. i like u but love ka nhi pta me ese itni jaldi decision nhi le skti.. tum smjh rhe ho na..
Usne kaha ha me janta hu ye possible nhi h lekin shayd aj me tumse nhi kahta to life time afsos hota or kise pta hum dobara mile ya nhi.
Ab uska chahra thoda mayus tha mujhe bura lag rha tha, to bina soche samjhe mene use haa bol diya..
Wo to jese khushi se pagal hi ho rha tha… usne karib 2,3 bar jor jor se excitement me kahaa …firse bolaa u love me… u love me naa….!
Mene kaha haa baba lekin dhire bolo koi sun legaa… usne mujhe dhire se hug kiya… ab hum apne school, college or freinds ki bate krne lge..
Kyu ki hum AC coach me thi isliye waha bohot kam log the or jyadatar apni subah ki nind puri kar rhe the.
Hum ese hi bate krte krte ek dusre ki finger touch kr rhe the wo mera hath pakadna chahta tha lekin shayad dar rha tha…fir me uske thoda or karib aa kr beth gyi wo mujhe solder se hath rakh kr beth gya ku ki hum uper wali seat pe the to koi dhyan nhi de rha tha or sab so rhe the…
Mene use kaha vicky ab thodi hi der me mera stop aa jyga ye bat sun ke wo toda udas ho gya mene uske solder per sir rkh kr bola tum jab exm deke aoge to hum milenge ok ab sad mt ho.. usne mere sir pe kiss krte huye bola i miss u yr.
Mene uski taraf dekha to uski ankhe kuch nam se thi jese rona chahta ho.. use is tarah dekh kar pta nhi mujhe kya hua but mene use kiss li.. or itne me hi train slow hone lgi to hum dur hate or ab mera jane ka time ho gya tha to usne mere hatho se bag le ke mujhe gate tak drop krne aya waha mere pufa ji mujhe lene ane wale the.. usne mujhe last time hug kiya or fir me bua ke ghar chali gyi…
Kuch din hamari thik se bat hui lekin dhire dhire college or padai me busy hone ki wajah se hamari bate bhi kam ho gyi.. or delhi me bhi bohot dur dur ghar hone ki wajah se milna bhi mushkil se hi ho pata thaa…karib 6 month ke relationship ke bad humre beech contect kam hota gya or dhire dhire khatm hi ho gya…
Lekin kuch din pahle wo mujhe Facebook pe mila ab wo pahle se kafi smart to goodlooking ho gya hai..
Mene use msg kiye but ab shayad wo kisi or ke sath hai.. kisi or ke sath uski pics dekh kar bula lagta hai.. lekin use lgta h mene uske sath time pass kar rhi thi or yahi bat pe blame krta rhta hai. Mujhe smjh nhi ata me use kese samjhau ki koi nhi h uske siwa meri life me.
Haa galti thi meri ki me usse milne nhi ja pati thi lekin pyar to mujhe bhi tha na kyu nhi samjhta wo ye bat…

Please agar apme se kisi ke sath esa hua h ya ap meri feelings samjh sakte hai to mujhe comment karre bataye me kese batau use ki I really love him.

2 Comments

  1. Ashwin says:

    Absolutely true, sometime it happens coz we don’t wanna to be loose someone to just express our mutual lovely n selflessness relationship..

  2. Ap pyar kar rahe… great lekin pyar me itne andhe bhi mat hona ki koi apka use karne lag jaye…

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