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November 13, 2017
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November 17, 2017

Hii guys my name is pritam. Yeah meri or meri jaan ke pyar ki wo kahani jisne mujhe or meri life ko badal kar mujhe ese mod par la kar khada kar diya jaha se raste to bohot hai.. lekin manzil sirf ek, wo..
Wo children’s day ka din tha jab mene pahli bar pyar ke ahsas ko samjha tha. Me 12 class me tha or meri jaan 11 me. Wo mujhse 1 saal junior thi.
Wo niche ground floor par, dance room ke gate par thi uski friends ke sath.. or main 1st floor se dance dekh raha tha. Tabhi mera friend bola bhai… wo dekh rahi hai… mene ek jhalak dekha uski taraf to wo sach me mujhe dekh rahi thi, but mene dhayan nahi diya… wo bar bar bolta bhai dekhna mene kaha mat kar yaar bachchi hai, junior hai apni but aaj mujhe usi bachchi se beimtihaan mohabbat ho chuki hai….
main toilet me gaya or cigrate pee kar agya… next day jab main school gaya wo mujhe dekh rahi thi, but… mene kabhi jyada dhayan nahi diya… and wo mujhe or jyada notice karne lagi… main apne friends me mast rahta tha.. lekin mere friends ne mujhe force kiya ki.. bhai aaj to puch hee le.. lekin main dar raha tha because main ek bigda hua ladka tha or hamesha dosto ke beech masti majak me hi apna pura time gujrta tha. To kese jaa ke ek dum se kisi ladki se puch leta ki, DO YOU LOVE ME…
actually such batau to darta tha uske pass jane se, because uske dekhne se hi mere dil ki dhadkan bad jati thi. Lekin ek din mere friend ke bohot samjhne par mene himmat karke uske pass jane ka fesla kiya or uski class ke pass gaya.. wo apni dosto ke sath class ke bahar khadi thi… jab me pass jane lga to uski dost smile karte huye use kuch kahne lagi. wo thodi ghabra rahi thi thoda sharma rahi thi. Main uske pass gaya..mene kaha suno but usne beech me rokte huye kaha. oye thoda dur rah kar baat karo. Or uski dost hasne lagi. Main thoda darr gaya tha or wapas moodne laga to usne kaha kya hua.
Mene bola bat karni thi lekin apne to pahle hi datt diya. Usne pyar se bola acha sorry, ab bolo.. or mujhe apni badi badi ankho se dekhne lagi. Mujhe us waqt esa lag raha jese sab chup ho gaye ho bass najar aa rahi thi to uski gahri kaali ankhe jo bass mujhe hi dekhe ja rahi thi… slow motion me uski ankho ka jhapakna.. mere dil ki dhadkan ko or bada rahi thi… mene ladkhadati jaban me usse pucha.. Mene suna hai, tum mujhe love..sorry sorry like karti ho.
Usne cute sa face banaya or sharmate huye class me chali gyi main apne dosto ki taraf dekhne laga ki ab kya kru. Tabhi uski dost ayi or boli haa she loves you. Me bohot khush hua or apne dosto ko dekh kar hasne laga. Me apne friends ki side bada wo wahi se ishara kar ke puch rahe the kya huaa, kya boli. Mene kahaa maan gayi bhai.., or wo jor jor se shout karne lage. than me niche jane laga caneet ki taraf. Wo balcony me ayi or meri taraf pyar se smile kar mujhe bye bola.
Main bohot khush tha ab roj school jane laga. kyu ki hamari bat sirf school me hi ho pati thi. Uske pass mobile nahi tha isliye hum latter me bat karne lage. Meri friends shivani meri bohot help karti thi wo hamesha uska latter copy me chupa kar mujhe tak lati thi or mera us-tak.
Dosto ke chakkar me meri aksar bohot ladaiya ho jati thi. Lekin dhire dhire me badalne laga tha or serious ho gaya or responsible banne ki koshish karne laga. Maine smoking bhi chod di thi. Hamare beech sab thik chal raha tha ab school me annual functions hone wala tha jiski wajah se sab bachche teyari me busy the. Ab mujhe bhi meri jaan ko jee bhar ke dekhne ka moka mil gaya tha. Wo bahar diwaro ko decorate kar rahi thi. Mene use kiss ka ishara kiya wo ankhe dikha kar mujhe darane lagi lekin chahre pe smile thi. Shayad meri jaan sharma gayi thi. Mene hath jod kar please bolne lga to wo boli okk baba ab jao koi dekh lega. Me upper toilet me ghus gya or uske ane ka intjar karne laga. Kuch der bad wo apni 2 friends ke sath ayi mene uski friend ko jane ka ishara kiya lekin usne unhe rok liya or bola tum dono dekhna koi aa na jaye or wo jaldi se mere pass ayi or mere dono gaal par kiss kar ke bhag gayi. Mujhe aj bhi uske naram naram honto ki wo garmahat yaad hai. Yeah meri life ki first or best kiss thi.
Iske kuch din bad dusre section ke ek ladke ne use propse kiya. Mujhe pta chala to main us ladke se baat karne gya lekin hamari ladai ho gyi. Jisme use thodi chot aa gayi or pure school me baat fell gayi jis wajah se meri jaan ke parents ko bulaya gya or mere parents ne bhi mujhe bohot mara. Wo kuch din school nahi ayi main itjar karta raha, kuch din bad usne kisi ke phone se call kiya or mujhe bohot dantaa or rone lagi. Usne kaha papa bohot gusse me hai or kah rahe hai exam ke baad mera school change kar denge. Main ro raha tha or wo bhi.
Wo bass exam dene ayi, uske papa use chhodne or lene aye. Meri usse ek bar bhi bat nahi ho payi. Mere papa ki bhi job nahi thi jiski wajah se meri life or buri hoti chali gayi meri puri family tensions me thi. Main na to khud ko sambhal pa raha tha or na family ko. Mene fir se smoking or drinking shuru kar di mere friends ne mujhe bohot sambhala lekin me depression me chala gaya. Mera 12 ka result bhi bohot kharab aya. Usne bhi dusre school me admission Le liya .. hamare beech ab koi contact to nahi raha lekin ab bhi me har roj uska intjar karta hu use school se ate huye dekhta hu koshish karta hu usse bat karne ki lekin najre nahi mila pata. Wo bhi najre jhuka leti hai. Ya shayad ansu chupa leti hai.
Ab hamari bat nahi hoti lekin main aj bhi apni jaan se beimtihaan pyar krta hu or respect bhi. Mene apni galtiyo or adato ke karan wo kho diya jise har roj dua me manga karta tha.

3 Comments

  1. ram says:

    nice story bhai

  2. anurag rathore says:

    jrur mile tujhe teri jaan god bless

  3. Ashutosh says:

    Bhai ek bar fir try kar shayad fir kuch ho sake

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